Monday, May 2, 2011

Seizures in the Night

Zoe sleeping in our bed after a rough night.


Zoe has been sleeping much better for the past month or so. We think it is a combination of her seizures being under control, the melatonin we started giving her, and the strict behavioural approach we have continued with sleep habits. It has been great to put her to bed at 8pm and not have to get her again until the morning. There are many nights I can hear her rolling around but she is usually able to get herself back to sleep again. I can not even explain (unless you have lived through hearing your child scream for hours on end for months on end you may not fully understand) how wonderful this new sleeping pattern has been. We are all in a better mood from sleeping more. Zoe is back to laughing, playing, and loving school. She does not fall asleep at meals and she does not melt down in the evenings. Sleep is such a beautiful thing.

The last two nights Zoe has had a hard time due to seizures. She woke the other night and we heard her rolling around for a while and then she suddenly started screaming. As best we could figure out based on what Zoe was signing, she saw something that scared her and either her mouth was hurting (she grinds her teeth during seizures so this is possible) or she was afraid whatever she saw was hurting her mouth. Zoe is very sensitive about anyone or anything touching her mouth so we can see how this would scare her. Zoe was not able to calm down on her own so we took her into bed with us (as seen in the picture above). Last night Zoe again woke and while I was in changing her and getting her back to bed, she had a seizure and was very scared. After talking to her for a little while, Zoe was able to calm down and fell back to sleep in her own bed.

We are not sure why the seizures suddenly increased but she may have a touch of a cold or something brewing that is causing it. She seems to be sensitive to changes in her body like that. Zoe is able to sign that what she is seeing is in her head and she seems to understand this but is still scared by it. I can only imagine how scary hallucinations must be. Hopefully they will come under control again soon.

I Can Do it Myself!

Meal time has been messy with Zoe insisting on feeding herself. Her grasp has really improved so that we no longer have to hold her hand on the spoon. Instead we hold the end of the spoon to help guide it to Zoe's mouth. Zoe is doing a great job coordinating scooping and getting the spoon to her mouth while opening and then swallowing. She insists on feeding herself every meal now.
Sometimes we have to encourage Zoe to remember to slow down and swallow. Some meals she gets so silly she starts to laugh and everything just comes right back out. Certain foods are just too hilarious for her not to laugh at!


Zoe's Perfect Seat
Zoe has really enjoyed my growing belly. She finds it is perfect for sitting on and talking to me face to face. She also loves snuggling with me right now. I hope she is too distracted by the fun baby to play with to get upset when mommy's belly turns soft and is not such a fun seat.

Chewing Gloves

You can see in the picture above that Zoe is wearing soft splint gloves on her hands. These gloves are usually used to help encourage children to open their hands. Zoe does not need the gloves for this but her OT recommended them to keep her skin safe from her constant chewing. We have tried redirecting Zoe's chewing to specially designed chew toys or anything else she will put in her mouth. But at the end of the day, Zoe loves to chew on her hands. Instead of spending energy trying to break this habit and recognizing that Zoe would win that battle anyway, we have decided to look into keeping her skin intact. We tried bandages but Zoe quickly soaked these and then she had wet bandages sitting on her skin all day. Zoe does not typically break the skin when she is chewing but the constant moisture is breaking down the skin between her thumb and index finger. So these gloves are perfect since they are made of neoprene and dry quickly.

So far Zoe's left hand looks great and the right is improving slowly. We still tape socks on Zoe's hands at night to prevent her from chewing too much but she has become very clever at getting the socks off no matter how well we tape them. For those of you who have little ones who also love to chew- these are called benik splints and we have been happy with them so far. We are going to buy another pair so that when Zoe soaks the first pair (which happens by the afternoon) we can put a dry pair on. We really like the fact that they do not impair her using her fingers and hands. We do take them off for eating but that is because eating is such a messy time.

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